Sometime yesterday I suddenly remembered an incident of being accused of intending to do something I didn’t at work about a month or two ago. And for some reason, together with a terrible headache, I felt a little down. It was as if someone ‘dirtied’ my name with their own agenda. And I was thinking what should I do to ‘clean’ my name – yes I know it was a month or two ago and seriously I am not sure why was I even thinking about ‘cleaning’ it after so long. LOL!
And then sometime in the evening, after a good 3-hour nap with the help of a tiny paracetamol, nothing really matters anymore. I woke up realising that I didn’t care at that time because the whole incident strengthened my belief in working for myself instead of going according to instructions. I’ve made my decision at that time because there is no point in ‘cleaning’ up my name.
And why did this whole stupid feeling come back again after so long? Well if I say I didn’t know why it’s kinda lame. But I’m glad that it came back and gave me a chance to rethink and reassure myself of my decision and choice that I’ve made.
It’s all good. Everything is clear within myself.
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And what have we done the whole yesterday, despite my headache? Cutting out a huge banner that we’ve stolen *ahem* a.k.a collected from somewhere and more work to be done!
