The weather these days is making my life really difficult. Not to mention the monkeys who come on a daily basis for the rambutans at the neighbours – it’s causing Xiao Bi to bark non-stop every time.
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Sometimes it’s really easy to realise that you are just not as important for someone anymore. Or is this only true for the girls? You know, the instinct-thingy. You’ll start to realise that, that someone just couldn’t care how you feel and what you want. You’ll start to realise that, that someone would even start to ignore the things that he/she has ‘promised’. You’ll start to realise that there wasn’t even an offer to patch things up. And there goes the importance.
I’ve always thought that I’ve had a very bad experience on how a relationship ended. But now when I looked back, I’d laugh at myself because the signs were so obvious but I just chose to ignore. Sometimes being too confidence in oneself, and believing that you can make anything happen is a little too dumb. I try to remind myself everyday now.
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The fact that Xiao Bi is still barking at the monkeys like nobody’s business is really killing me. @.@
