Xiao Bi’s birthday is just around the corner, and she is turning 2 soon. Since I’ve decided not to breed, I’ve been thinking about spaying her for quite a while. This whole surgery-thing is really making me very uncomfy – I mean, who wants to be cut for no immediate or obvious reason?
To tell the truth, I have all these fear-thing in me that I’m really afraid of loosing her. I know it’s not like a major surgery but anything can happen nowadays. Infections, virus, bacteria, human error, etc… all the funny funny things that we never expect to happen, are happening. Perhaps it’s just me not having enough confidence in others. I just don’t feel safe having to put her life into someone’s hands. >.<
But most likely I’ll be sending her to the vet next Friday, since darl will be having a day off. And I’m starting to pray now – actually I started to pray since the day I’ve decided not to breed, which was like, a year ago?
I’m really a nonsense. @.@
Heyyy… don’t worry. The operation is really simple, and you get to have your doggie indoors for 2 weeks after that. I just know you’re gonna be pampering her like crazy post-op :) She is a lucky lucky dog!
Jiawen: Indoors for 2 weeks? Why ah? But my parents don’t allow her to get into the house wor.